Building up my new life

First there was nothing

the the walls started

to build the world full of hollow boxes

How do these hollow boxes stand up

Eventually they are torn down.

In the end... You are already there

I wish I could organise my life in such a splendid way that all would be clear. Order is what one needs to keep a head clear. I most definitely can not stay clear minded when stuff is all around me.

two in one

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Sailor

Me and my life for a week, each day. Photos taken randomly without me knowing. This should be fun, If not to you then at-least to me it is.

Emiliana Torrini has inspired me lately. walking around with my Ipod and listening to her has made me enter a melancholic bubble. The story behind her music is so sad but optimistic at the same time. Why is it that Icelanders are so good at making music? Such talent in that small wet island.

This is so avant-garde

I cut my hair yesterday and I feel like a new person again.

This past month has been extremely odd, but odd in a good way. Many many many things have happened and I am feeling mixed inside. The sort of "I don't know if this is good or bad, but still its fun" feeling.

A quote by Helmut Newton describes what I am going through right now:

"I personally believe in natural perversion

and bringing these features out from people.

We are all perverted in our own lives"

Perversion truly can be beautiful, why should everything be clean and proper. Lately I have been confronted by this question and had to think things over a lot. Thankfully I came to a conclusion: some of you people are just boring. So many people fit into some boring mould. Even the ones who think they are so 'cool' are blinded by the stereotype they are hiding behind. Once you stop being cool, or not cool, or anything at all and start being true to your self, you will find the answer. And the answer is: there is no answer, stop searching you idiots, YOU WILL NEVER BE COOL. what the fuck is cool anyway.

Just carry on with reading a book, and stop judging me or anyone at all. Get over it.